I had a great time with my friends this week end. We watched the season premiere of My Little Pony season 8 and a couple other fandom stuff. We even plaid a session of MLP flavored D&D. I have been worried for nothing. I actually learned some valuable things about some of my friends.
I almost want to put this diary in the “personal experience,” category, but its not exactly personal. Its more of an issue that aggravates me. On my bad days I think about it a lot. To days diary entry has to do with isolation. My question is this; “Have you ever felt people isolate you for your beliefs?”
John 1:5-9 King James Version (KJV)
“5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. 6 There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7 The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe. 8 He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. 9 That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world.”
First off this Blog has been a great way to express my problems. No matter what it was that happened I feel like I can write about it and I can leave it behind. I am so grateful for the audience that I have. That is something that is worth everything I paid for in this. On the flip side I feel like I am isolated at times. I keep forgetting that there are people who just don’t want to listen. Interesting part is its not even about me, but instead its about God.
There are things that I will see on Youtube. Its so inspiring that I can’t help respond. My way of responding is by including a quote from the Bible. I interpret what I find with the scriptures. Some how the fact I use scripture just rubs people the wrong way. People will say such lewd things and its accepted. They can say the most offensive words about the video and even then its mostly tolerated. When its scripture its deleted and censored.
There was a song that I heard about two ponies from MLP FIM and it inspired me to think of my friendships. I said I wished I could hug my friends and it not be awkward. To days world its interpreted as dating. Its hard enough with my autism and trouble with my spoken words. Why do I even try because people can talk over me so easily. My only way of expression is my art and writing.
If I was a fool I would give up, but on the internet where we are connected we can write our expression and get it out there. Those of us who really appreciate this aspect are truly ourselves. Don’t get me wrong I can tell when some one is showing off or just out right trolling. Those people I tend to avoid.
There are people who will not listen and it happens on the internet and in face to face situations. Truth be said we need to not let that get to us. We are not isolated.Not only is God with us, but he provides us with many friends. You just have to look hard enough and they are there.